Lyrics

Rev A Little(unfinished)

whats this
while we’re pissed
we just get our head down and keep it low
let them reign with the crown and let em grow
revolution is coming but it is slow
so while the majority’s waitin you should know
swing the broken wing to dodge the poisoned sting
some doin nothing some tryin something
and before the snow sinks we’re doing the raw thing
a pile of straw is haunting for the vital spark firing
up and grilling the violent shark everbodys barking for this to start
fire those retards let em hear this speech right out the heart
le le le lets this tearin em apart
le le le lets get this to the start

Stoneheart(unfinished)
Verse 1
my heart been broken so i’ve build a new one
i’ve token the pieces carved it out of stone
so i might never ever feel again like its gone
and i will never ever again let somebody come

into it and make me feel like shit here i sit
and here i’ll be forever working on my grit
i break me down to build me up u don get it?
i break me down to build me up still not gettin it?

shake my foundation to see if its breaking
take my desperation, try and see if its changing
take my fascination try to keep on fascinating
look at my reflection am I still the one i’m reflecting

theres a lot of things i’m regretting
and i won’t be the one u’re expecting
the energy i am ejecting it free
still ain’t givin a fuck on authority
the time will come u can’t keep ignoring me

Verse 2 maybe….
i’m one corn in a mill
one of a million to refill
and i try hard but still
i am grinding in the mill

they say that a mill can’t rest
and can’t run
with the water of the past
i give in new spice new blast

Crawl Up
(Unfinished)
i hate the calm before the storm
give me this feel of hope so warm
i can feel the cold chasing me
following my footsteps like i am the prey

just waiting till i’m warm again
back up to make me fall again
the higher i get the deeper i fall
and again i’m crawling up the wall

no number to dial no call
might saved me from this fall
its like walkin through a endless hall
i’m shouting hearing the echo of this howl

caged in a maze ready to face
whatever brought me to this place
watchin my hand palm its shaking
and i keep just keep waiting

getin me mentally armed up
am i up enough to make it drop
to be aible to stop
whatever is about to pop up

pre-chorus(or maybe not or something else)
waiting to get soaked up
once again
the storm is gaining ground
once again
i already can feel the wound
once again
I can hear the terrible sound

Chorus:
life won’t wait until u get up
it drags u constantly down
life won’t wait until u’re fully up
it makes u’re face frown
life has got no remorse
get up before u’re drown

Blade-Shaped Catalyst(Remix of The Catalyst of LP) :
Verse 1:
no aim no clear thought we are risking alot
nearly voluntary we take a shot
filled with the lies on the plot

so concrete thoughts passes
to make place for the rotten ashes
of ideas that failed and now mashes
into phrases that trash us

continiously till it bash us
and form us to a piece of the masses
let us push aside like empty vessels
control us with subliminal visuals

scattered thoughts running like a kid with scissors
and again they bursted the trust
but we deserve more then the rust
of the good old past
at least it won’t last it won’t last

Chorus chester:
like memories in cold decay
transmissions echoing away
far from the world of you and I
where oceans bleed into the sky

Verse 2
we’re just memorizing call it socializing
one is rising others dying
ppl are losing lives and still they’re lying
it ain’t worth trying just to

come up with another saviour and keep falling
into the old behaviourand again they’re calling
him a traitor just to realize later
the problems getting greater

and we keep being waitors in a row
waiting for the final blow
when will the humans outgrow
and take responsibility fo

the road they choosed to go
don’t keep ur head low
can’t u hear the alarm???
take actions to disarm
this swarm of our lies harm…..
cold as a snowstorm feels

Chorus chester:
like memories in cold decay
transmissions echoing away
far from the world of you and I
where oceans bleed into the sky

outro mike and chaz:
God bless us everyone
we’re a broken people living under loaded gun
and it can’t be outfought
can’t be outdone
it can’t be out matched
It can’t be outrun
Noo…
and when I close my eyes tonight
to symphonies of blinding light
god bless us everyone
we’re a broken people living under loaded gun
no
oh
like? memories in cold decay
transmissions echoing away
far from the world of you and I
where oceans bleed into the sky

Colours goes gray

Chorus:

It’s just the colours i give away
seems like i’m gonna end up in gray
i mean the colours to color my mask
to color the faked happiness

Verse 1
on the end of the day
the colours fades away
all alone here i stay
no one’s ever seen the gray
that i’ve hidden behind
everybody’s so blind
acting like they’re kind
can’t see what’s behind
the shell and sadness swell
laughing ain’t feeling well
maybe inside u burn in hell
caged ur self in a cell
nevermind not societys due
i decided to hide whats true
everything colored in blue
just a faint paint of hue

Chorus:

It’s just the colours i give away
seems like i’m gonna end up in gray
i mean the colours to color my mask
to color the faked happiness

Verse 2
sun went down moon came up
mask bleached out gotta drop
face the gray i havto stop
see the mirror give a shot
walking through cold gallerys
falling into old memories
watching out not to freeze
bear up the ice cold breeze
slighty fell asleep _ _
unfortunately not so deep
the clock rings bee bee beep
wake me of a unsettled sleep
spray new colours on the mask
grab it up off my desk
does it seem so grotesque?
want be me but wearing a mask…

Chorus:
It’s just the colours i give away
seems like i’m gonna end up in gray
i mean the colours to color my mask
to color the faked happiness

Explode:

Intro:

can you hear it out…?
theres a whisper in the crowd?
screamin out loud!
screamin out:!!!!!!
Whats all this about!!!!?

Refrain:
Whats all this about?
Just a whisper in the crowd?
scream it out loud!
scream it out:!!!!!!
Whats all this about!!!!?

Verse 1
can u see this shit? this shit?
i took another critical hit
tried to fit in but got spit
from now on my view totally split
so i changed it. 180° against the stream
broken down the scheme
long enough i’ve been
down the same road
carying on the same load
gotta get it out before i explode
gotta get it out before i explode
gotta get it out before i explode

Refrain:
Whats all this about?
Just a whisper in the crowd?
screamin out loud!
screamin out:!!!!!!
Whats all this about!!!!?

Filler
Seems like thers nothin u can say
just the wrong place to stay
pls go away pls go away go away!!!

verse 2
get my Head up i am fed up with all of you
there’s no fuckin way to withdrew
on what you put me through
lying my own face, frown
lacing my own lace down
but fighting for my own case now
breaking you’re fucking fakee facade down
just get back at me
smack at me but you gonna see
i’m not anymore
how i used to be
can you hear the beast
beastly increased
anger’s released
asking for answers asking you out…

Refrain:

Filler:

Short instrumental

Bridge:
Do you really think i believ the shit u tell me
i’ve been down this but now i’m free
Do you really think i believ the shit u tell me
i’ve been down this but now i’m free

AlternVerse3
Fuck you and your system  this is what i want to be
Fuck you i know i’m not how  i ought  to be
Fuck you i know the chances are slim but worth a try
Fuck you it’s my dream and this is why i try
Fuck you  just cause u never made it doesn’t make it
Impossible for me to shake the ground and bait it
i’m gonna show you and i know you gonna hate it!
Fuck you and you and you too!

Refrain:
Whats all this about?
You try, taking us down
scream it out loud!
We shout back
Whats all this about!!!!?

Razors Edge:

Part I
everytime clouds of anger comin up
tears of sadness what they drop
leafs of sadness what they seed
my soul keeps on bleed
the blood feeds the seed
to break the cycle is all i need
but instead i find myself
caged in a shelf of trees
blurring my sight hidin the light
i guess i’m losing the fight
no difference between day and night
biting in my own flesh
feeling like a piece of trash
can’t see through the mesh
lying on the ground
no hassle no stress
no progress

Chorus:
An even in all this anger and sadness i’m within
theres this little moment of peace inbetween
where i can get a lil time to breathe out an in
thats when my mind stops from spinin
(those moments are keepin me on my feet
keepin myself all away from the heat)
it’s like walkin on a razor’s edge
every moment it could cut the hedge
which’s keepin me a second far from ledge
but the bonds of reality dragin me back
they’re draggin into the black….
(i gotta react….)
dun wanna lose the happynes, dun wanna wack…wack..
out of my fuckin mind, dun need what i left behind!!
i was so fuckin blind….
just wanna unwind the sadness
out of my mind

Part II
the same action reaction inside of my brain
bit by bit it’s drivin me insane
every section reacting the same
walking on the same fucking lane
it’s like riding a train
which’s movin from A to B
and back again just to see
dark thoughts sinkin in me
fleeing in thoughts
better then this
to moments when i used to know
how to avoid the abyss
how to get away from the blizz
clear thoughts crisps
hear! a whisper lisps
stand up get away from this
stand up get away from this

Chorus:
An even in all this anger and sadness i’m within
theres this little moment of peace inbetween
where i can get a lil time to breathe out an in
thats when my mind stops from spinin
(those moments are keepin me on my feet
keepin myself all away from the heat)
(those moments are keepin me on my feet
keepin myself all away from the heat)

An even in all this anger and sadness i’m within
theres this little moment of peace inbetween
where i can get a lil time to breathe out an in
thats when my mind stops from spinin
(those moments are keepin me on my feet
keepin myself all away from the heat)
(those moments are keepin me on my feet
keepin myself all away from the heat)

I don’t know
Verse 1:
I don’t know how i take myself into shit like this
i hurt myself an again i fall into the f. abyss
in the moment i open my heart, somebody takes a knife
just to destroy the little hope that keeps my alive
i keep duck an runnin away from the strife
i keep my head low hidn my feelings in darkness
right now i teared out my heart i’m feelin heartless
from sadness into madness then back to sadness
slowly i’m gettin paranoid
theres no way no solution for this to avoid
just wished my mind my thoughts they were destroyed
i need some time some rest to forget
thinki bout futre thinkin bout the f. past

Refrain:

my soul is crying of this fukin pain
i wanna get out this acidic rain
evry drop hurts more an more
its so friggn hard to ignore

Verse 2:

again i tried to get my self back fightin
was fed up with crying an denying
i had to accept the shit that happned to me
in the hope to get relief i had to let it free
The anger with i was fed All this shit made me sad
sad is not enough to say it darkned every day
lay down into my bed I don’t wanna look ahead
fearin to wake up damn make it stop
(from sadness into madness then back to sadness)
It’s forcin me to open up my eyes
i dun wanna hear the why
i dun wanna see my lies….

Refrain:
2x
my soul is crying of this fukin pain
i wanna get out this acidic rain
evry drop hurts more an more
its so friggn hard to ignore
its so friggn hard to ignore

Bridge odr so xD:

3x
evry drop hurts more an more

my soul was crying of this fukin pain
evry drop hurted down the bone

OUTRO:
yea i got forced to see my own lies
yea i had to stop the disguise
i had to stop the disguise

can u see right now my view totally split
can u see this shit i take another critical hit
everybody who thinks i got another bill to pay
come on ppl i stay here an i take it it’s ur day
i hate it but i payed it the prize to socialize
an i was a part of this system lost my wisdom
but i’m out if it, i’m out if it
fuck you all fuck that shit!…..

Escape
i tried gettin away from this world
i started to play getin into the third
third dimension absurd to mention
i wasn’t seeking for attention

tried gettin away from the tension
finally in a wolrd by my own
the lord of my own throne
finally gone up and away
no place anybody forces me to stay
no place anybody forces me to do
whatever the fuck they want me to
This world so surreal it feels real
i know my sword ain’t real steel
just digital data bunched together
as a lil kid u don’t care whenever
u swing the sword just a button hit
in ur inner u feel all that shit
that shit that ain’t real
exactly what i wanted to feel

thats how i got away from my world
let me get swallowed into the third
third dimension absurd to mention
that
i understood what was going on
but the hope for change was gone
so I kept hiking through the data piles
i must’ve walked over 1000 miles
i fought dragons and 1000 of monsters
and all the time it was conscious
i was just fleeing from the real monsters
overfilled with the so called realness
made me as a lil kid want to feel less
i searched for a button to press
to reset my past and forget that mess
how it comes it didn’t occur somethin like that
it ain’t that bad that walked through that
it used to make me sad now it makes me feel stronger
it doesn’t seem to stop damn it even gets longer…

thats how i got away from my world
let me get swallowed into the third
third dimension absurd to mention
i just tried get away from the tension

thats how i got away from my world
let me get swallowed into the third
third dimension absurd to mention
i just tried get away from the tension

Fallen
I kill the feelings right away
just forget every sad or happy day
killing one of em won’t work out
shut up shut up u’re not allowed
keep you’re fucking mouth closed
hearing your voice hurts the most

Broken
I remember
i woke up in the mornin
and felt: somethin was wrong
Something ain’t goin along
My heart felt broken
The fire was out something has been token
A piece of my soul felt soaken up
In the darkness, ruthless and heartless
And tearing apart that band
That made us feel like we’re one
I realised:
Love is gone – i tried to hold it
Love is gone – i tried to ignore it
Love was gone – i tried to get it back
Love is gone – i get a heart – attack

This was just the feeling i had,
Didn’t know:
On the other end of the band
She cutted it apart
I felt the cut in the middle of my heart
She had broken the trust
She felt in lust with a other guy
I tried to grasp for breath, askin why,
But I was just suspecting. The thougts were
Spinning through my head
Even if she had
She must’ve realised:
Love was gone – She couldn’t hold it
Love was gone – She tried to ignore it
Love was gone – She fought for it
Love was gone-  She quit and life goes on

But:
She never told me that what i suspected was true.
I never expected to hear it from her
But it would’ve saved me from the blue
So i thought it was my fault
And the guilt crawled into me
Filled the hole that was left from her part
In my heart in my soul, it  darkned the whole
Freezing from the  old, now days cold memories
When we were one, beatiful sceneries, before we realised
that:
Love was gone – We tried to accept it
Love was gone – We tried to live with it
Love was gone – We couldn’t make it
Love was gone – Still i suffered from it…

Later on:
I came along a guy who told me what happned
Wit h the truth on my hand I asked her: What had happned?
And she didn’t even defend her self, Approved it: “oh well..
Now u know the truth, but pls don’t tell it to my new boyfriend.”
“What god damn, u let me walk through hell?!
You don’t even say sorry?” You just worry bout ur new boyfriend
I realised that she was way over me
and i realised i was stupid that i couldn’t see that:
Love was gone – Now i know the full story
Life goes on – Theres nothing i hav to worry
Life goes on – I don’t give a fuck on you’re sorry
Love was gone – And even i  know now: Live goes on

Colours goes gray (Old Version)
It’s just the colours
i give away
seems like i’m gonna
end up in gray

i mean the colours to color my mask
to color the faked happyness
i am just livin cause i wanna know
the end of live, was it all a show
am i gonna end up in flame !?
am i gonna take all the blame
livin in an invisible cage
rasing, rasing the fuckin rage
falli into the dark halls
caged in my brain evry fuckin day the same
an knowing next mornin all starts again
wake up an feel this taste of numbness
an fearing the upcoming stress
again im feelin bad cause of
things happened in my past
sme ppl say past is past…
an why i still feel this in my chest
i don wanna get up i need some more rest…

u don’t

believe me sometimes a day like a minute
an u realize our time on earth isn’t infinite
that makes me feel like drownin an sinkin
in the dark theres no light blinkin
just drownin an sinkin, yea sinkin
in my own fucking dark thoughts
WITHIN THEM
ican’t be silent can’t shout can’t cry
i just sit an watch how life goes by
goes by to be fucked up i wan’t to drop……
if theres somethin who/which can make it stop

then pls do it i can’t stand this, this shit
an again i’m caught up in a fuckin deceit
i’m gonna pull the trigger it’s too late
but i can’t the command doesn’t reach the hand
keep fallin deeper in depressions Land

Paranoia

Verse 1:
Again here we are, we both know
This won’t go far, gotta stop that show
I thought this time, we would know
So here we are, where we go?

Let’s just blast from the first to the last
Get that shit out of our chest
Dam u can’t dodge that friggn blast
We won’t stay calm and pretend to rest

Enough is enough forget the past
All this shit we won’t let it last
Forever, in our mind we grind our teeth
And we unwind whats underneath
Just breath calm down just breath

One paranoia but two sides
The dark and the light
One sparks in the night
But beware of the others blight

Verse 2:
Once again we stand in the first row
Ready to fight ready to let it go

Copyright © Todraw aka Shikim Beluli

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